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RAW AS WE WANNA BE
The inane and often irrelevant ramblings of the editors, or: why starting a site is more than we bargained for.

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3.31.2004

The forums do seem like they're taking off, which is great. They've actually flourished even more so than I had imagined. And, to be honest, it's also great that we have some more conservative-minded folks posting, as its gotten people more engaged.

Thank God Al Gore finally got a TV station, though I doubt any of Murdoch's gazillion TV providing concerns (DirectTV, BskyB among them) will carry it. I'm very interested to see what kind of programming he comes up with. And if its a 24-hour station, God knows it's going to be a challenge.

Well, I've got to get on traffic improvement for the site. Search engine optimization, emailing people who link to like-minded sites, etc. etc. Maybe I'll actually get to some of it today.

Posted by John at 1:47 P.M. | |

3.30.2004

We're closing on the end of the month, just two more full days. That means our ad company is going to tell us if we've collected 200 surveys or not. We need to have collected 200 to be eligible for better targeted, more relevant ads, and I honestly think we probably haven't, mostly because I've been lazy in doing all my emails in my inbox, and telling people to take it. But we'll see. If you haven't taken it, click the little box on the upper left hand corner of this page, and have a go.

*Yawn.* I'm tired. I stayed out late with one of our wonderful columnists, Xanadu Xero, who's in town on business. We went out to a fine bar, knocked back a few, and discussed our Raw futures. Quite a good time if I say so myself. But then I stayed up after doing more Raw Story, and now I'm up. Too early to be up, but these days, I never get up later than nine.

My boyfriend is building this bookcase he got at Target (the correct pronunciation is Tar-jay), and its all over the floor. Those build-your own projects are always a lot harder than they look. It was a good -priced bookshelf, only $50 tho.

Today I'm going to really hammer down my inbox, and reply to as many emails as I can. I'm also going to re-begin emailing everyone who links to liberal sites to link to us.

Finally, I'm convinced the forums will end up being a great place to meet people. And I mean dates. Anyone from the Boston area, be sure to sign up (especially if female and single) so we can finally hook Jesse up. ;)

Posted by John at 8:42 A.M. | |

3.29.2004

So I'm gonna post to this damn blog and then take a break. Whew! This updating and forum-checking is hard work.

On the forum-side, though, dear readers, I'm somewhat disappointed. I was excited this morning when two more people registered for the Forums, but during the day, no one else has signed up! It's only going to be fun if we have a real conversation going with a bunch of people. I know you're reading this and you still haven't signed up. Don't think I can't see you.

It's free, you won't get spammed, it's fun. It's actually rather addictive, I've found. And you can private message other users. Who knows, maybe you'll find a date!

So, sign up. When I get back from my bath, I better see that you have. Otherwise, I'm only going to let people read this blog who are registered users.

Just kidding.

Last night I went to a great concert in Lexington by Gospel music singer Ray Greene It was a really powerful concert, and he has great stage presence.

If you're bored, read yesterday's entry again. That one was long, and makes up for today's.

Posted by John at 3:31 P.M. | |

3.28.2004

Who hates Jesse? I do!

Well, that's not exactly true. But as you've seen below, he's just gotten a new computer, courtesy of Raw Story, and I, doing maybe 75 percent of the work (not to discount his work, he does have a full time job), am still stuck with this laptop with a broken screen.

My computer, which of course will be far superior to Jesse's computer, is due to arrive in mid-April, because I customized it. It's a Dell Dimension desktop, with 3.4 gigahertz processor speed, 512 megs of RAM, and a 120 gig hard drive. But most importantly, it has a 17-inch flat screen monitor, which Jesse will rue months from now when has to squint for his 12-inch screen.

But I digress.

Today's new feature, Raw Story Forums, is so goddamn great I don't know what to say, except thank you so much Ian. Ian Bergman, our technology man, has been planning these forums for a long time and finally found the time to get them off the ground. His next task is to get a search function for the site, which will allow you to go back through our old archived stories without traipsing through our terrible archive, which isn't even updated every day. But you will be able to search all of our exclusives.

The deal with the forums is that they won't be fully functional until all of the global DNS servers have registered our new subdomain, forums.rawstory.com. You can't use this link until the server in close proximity to you has registered this subdomain. But you can use our other link, and at least register. Unfortunately, the email you receive from Ian won't activate your account; I'll do it manually when I see you've registered. You may also have problems logging in until your local server has updated our subdomain.

This is a long blog!

I'm up late today because I took a four-hour nap this afternoon. It was certainly refreshing. And then I spent a few hours setting up the forums, which was also quite enjoyable. I think, technically, the plural of forum is fora, but I guess, well, the Internet has bastardized Latin, just as badly as it has bastardized English.

Oh, and for any of you who send us links to breaking news stories, we prefer from now on that you use the Breaking News forum, as it is easier for us to access more quickly, so that we can add it to the main page. You can just throw links in there, if you don't want to recount the whole story.

And one more time, if you haven't taken our survey, linked from the top left of this page, please do. We need to collect 200 by April first to be eligible for better, more relevant ads.

Posted by John at 1:15 A.M. | |

HAHA! It's here! My new computer is here! This is absolutely fantastic. My friends all thing I'm a total looser for getting so excited about a new computer, but I cant help it. You must understand that for the past five years I've been using a Toshiba Satellite laptop that my parents bought me when I went away to college. My dad sometimes says it was "top of the line" when we got it and while that may be a bit of a stretch, it certainly wasn't a bad computer when new. Now, just five years later the 6 gig harddrive, 128 MB of RAM and busted up hardware (my friend Kenny dropped it once) pale in comparison to the power packed into this new machine. I now have the Macintosh 12" powerbook and am generally very pleased with it. Because it's so small parts of the laptop get pretty warm and that can be somewhat uncomfortable. I actually have to blow on my palms every few minutes, but that's a small price to pay for the performance it delivers. Maybe I'll rig a small fan up to the computer screen.

I was interested to see this headline today about Ralph Nader getting large donations from Republicans. Bush supporters like that annoying Ben Stein and Jeno Paulucci of frozen french fry fame have given cash to Nader. The reason is obvious: of course they don't actually support Nader but they want him to have a strong campaign to hurt Kerry. Regardless of whether you think that Nader took Gore votes or that Gore simply didn't earn them, this is what the Republicans are hoping will happen. Since our electoral system is stacked against Nader, essentially punishing him for being and independent, Ralphie must do all he can to be a viable candidate. Unfortunately this forces him to sacrifice values for cash. Given the unequal and therefore immoral political system I understand what Nader is doing by accepting the donations, though I think it does loose him even more credibility. As for the Republicans, I suppose I wouldn't expect anything less. I just hope we don't see them whining and pulling some "no debate without Nader" crap when the Democrats do all they can to keep Nader off the ballot in many states.

I want to put a plug in again for our Booksense affiliate service. John pointed out that folks may not know what Booksense is, and wouldn't order from a place they had never heard of. It's a good point and had never occured to me. Booksense is a great organization--the association of Independent bookstores, including heavyweights in the indy-book industry like Powell's in Portland and Ruminator Books in St. Paul.

Posted by Jesse at 1:33 P.M. | |

3.26.2004

It's turning into a beautiful day here in halcyon Cambridge, Massachusetts. We had our first potluck venture, our first Raw Story meet-up with one of our old writers, one of our new writers, and us two editors. It wasn't terribly productive, but it was nice to actually meet in person, which is rare in this particular business. As I predicted, no one brought food: four boys, all beer.

Jesse's new Raw Story bought computer arrives today, and I'm extremely jealous. I customized mine, so it still has to be built, and doesn't ship until April 12. Ridiculous, also considering I bought it days earlier. But I at least have the perverse pleasure of knowing it will be a better computer.

I found this great forum last night which was generating a lot of referrals to our site. It's called the Democratic Underground, and it's a great place to chat with other like-minded liberals. To all of you reading this who've just come from there, thank you.

Not alot to comment about on the news today. Condi Rice isn't smiling, and isn't talking, as usual. Have you ever seen those commercials for some mutual fund about how it's time to have a "quiet conversation?" That's all I can think of when she says she wants to have more "private conversations." Isn't it time you had a quiet conversation of you own, Ms. Rice? With the American people?

It kinda makes you wonder what she has to hide.

Posted by John at 11:33 A.M. | |

3.25.2004

Let's all give Jesse a round of applause for two blogs in a row. And substantive ones at that. Let's also give Jesse another round of applause for the cool church sign Raw Story rectangle ad. If you haven't seen it, you can refresh this page about a dozen times and you will. The church sign is the default ad for the rectangle ad size. It's pretty funny. You can make your own at www.churchsigngenerator.com.

So we're about to have our first Raw Story potluck, and appropriately, I'm sucking down my first PBR. For all of those who don't know PBR, it stands for Pabst Blue Ribbon, and it's the cheapest beer on the market. Or so that I can find. A couple of months ago the New York Times magazine did a piece on college kids who were drinking PBR ironically, because it made them feel like rednecks. Well, folks, I don't drink it ironically. I drink it economically.

Today I also deposited our first Raw Story checks from our advertising companies, not much more than $300, but hey, anything helps. I got an unexpected $75 from my grandparents for my birthday, and that was great too.

Today's big eye-boggling news (for me) was Al Jazeera's piece on Israel staging the capture of a 16-year-old suicide bomber. I don't know whether to believe it or not. I don't think it's implausible, given Ariel Sharon's craziness, but I also don't think it unlikely that he was a bomber, given the fact that Israel killed Hamas' founder just a few days ago. Frankly, aren't you surprised their hasn't been a bombing since then? It's actually been quite a while, in Jerusalem time.

Posted by John at 5:55 P.M. | |

Wow! The times they are a changin'. I'm about to have a blog two days in a row, and John hasn't written one since Tuesday! I suppose the only reason I have the time to write this, however, is because I'm ignoring the thousands upon thousands of email's that clog my numerous Raw Story inboxes. We really need to stop posting help wanted ads on Craig's List while this current influx subsides.

One thing I wanted to point out is our new Booksense affiliate program to the right of this column. If you've been to Raw Story at all in the past couple weeks, you've noticed the Amazon.com service we offered. Any purchase made through our particular affiliate id netted a nice litte commision for us. The problem, of couse, is that Amazon.com is an awful corporation that undercuts and undersells local community-based booksellers to put them out of businees. By providing links from Raw Story we were just supporting that system. Booksense is much better. They are the association of independent booksellers, and through the links we provide users can purchase books from their local indepentent store and not some spiritless warehouse that exists in the darkest corners of cyberspace. It will also appease John because it can't be bad for the bottom line. While the commission at Amazon could dip as low as 3%, Booksense is a consistent 5.5% and can eventually rise to 7%. Of course, no one has purchased anything through us. But if you need a book, why not think of Raw Story?

Posted by Jesse at 12:17 A.M. | |

3.24.2004

It has now been a week since my last entry, and John has written one every day since. I fear that if I dont write one today we can no longer call this the Editor's blog, but now just John's Blog. As my esteemed colleague John has mentioned on these pages, I have been extemely busy for the past week. Not just doing "God's work" as some smartass suggested, but spending time with my parents and two brothers who came to Boston to visit. Because they live in Minnesota (one brother in Indiana) I dont get to see them very often, and this was the first time we were all together since last Thanksgiving. It was a wonderful time and I am sorry to see them go.

Unfortunately, now that I am back into my normal routine I have an incredible amount of that needs to be done for this site. There are exclusives that have been waiting for a few days to be put up, and emails that need to be responded to. Oh the emails! We posted an ad for graphic designers and are getting an overwhelming respone. Perhaps not too overwhelming for John who has all day to respond, but too much for me who has other full-time work. God's work.

For now, the hundreds of emails I must respond to (or deal with in some way) will just wait. I'd rather write this blog.

It was interesting to come back to my raw story work this evening and see that John had picked the piece about Jesse Ventura running for president in 2008 as the lead. It was a story about Ventura, a current visiting scholar at Harvard, giving a press conference at the Massachusetts state house to declare his support for gay marriage. But as one can only expect from the unfocused mainstream media, the article didnt focus on the actual issue. Rather the concern was with a statement he had made, probably in response to a reporter's question, declaring his interest in running for President in 2008. The piece seemed to get a lot of play in different papers today, seemingly surprising to people. But this is hardly surprising to the long-time Ventura watcher I fancy myself!

When Ventura was elected Governor of Minnesota in 1998, I was a sophomore or junior in High School. I had worked for Skip Humphrey, the Democratic candidate, and was shocked with everyone else in the state to see he and the oh-mighty jerk Norm Coleman, fall to renegade Ventura. I despised him at first, but as my political sense matured throughout high school and college the past six years I've begun to respect his straight-forward populist integrity.

At any rate, every few years Jesse Ventura talks about running for president. In fact, it happens every four years right around the presidential election. I remember that in late '99, hardly a year after his unexpected victory, the buzz was that Governor Ventura would throw his hat in the ring against Al Gore and George W. Bush. He eventually decided against it but made overtures to the 2004 election. Now 2004 is upon us and he wont run, but doesn't shut the door to a run next time. He may actual be serious this time, but in any case I suspect much of this has to do with his disdain for the media! Some dumb reporter always asks him if he'll jump into high profile races he'd be elligible for, president, senator or the like.

Ventura is the rare form of politician that honestly loves the issues as much as he loves himeself-and my god how he loves himself! It surely angres him when reporters stray from the real issue, in this instance a press conference on gay marriage. He has always dealt with a press that doesn't take him seriously by not bothering to take them seriously. During his term, Ventura printing and distributing press passes to capitol reporters that clearly distinguished them as Jackals. And the Minnesota political press core is disgustingly vicious! Now some wacky New Englander is asking him what must be the most tired question of his career, so he responds by egging them on by throwing around words like president and Charles and Barkley.

Who knows what will happen with this story. This is just part of the Ventura image, though. It's funny to see it get so much attention in the midst of a hot presidential contest.

On a completely different note, like John I've decided to buy a new computer. But I am stuck about which one to choose. I know I want to switch from PC to Mac, and I'm deciding betweeen a 12" powerbook G4, a 14" ibook, or a desktop G4. What do you all think? Leave a comment here!

Posted by Jesse at 12:31 A.M. | |

3.23.2004

The reason, for those of you who follow this blog, that we kept Xanadu Xero's column off the front page yesterday was because our new link-swap banner company doesn't allow adult content. And her column this week, "How to shoot your own 'live' adult video," falls in that category. Once they'd approved our banner this morning, I reposted the story. I think, in all honesty, what I'm doing is perfectly fair since we only have 'adult' content on extremely rare occasions. And it's never done in bad taste.

Though some think otherwise.

Already today, I got one email asking me if we were just trying to get more cheap hits. Frankly, no. That's what Drudge does, with his close-up of Janet's jugs. It seemed, actually, that this reader didn't read the article, because she declared it "crass and insulting to any woman," when the article actually makes fun of the porn industry.

Today's traffic looks to blow every other day's out of the water. You're probably tired of hearing me say that. But day after day, we climb and climb. If only I had enough to buy that Audi...

In other news, Jesse has told me to inform the public that he was not, in fact, "recuperating" from a day with his parents; he actually just spent another full day with them. He'll be back with us tonight; hopefully you'll get an insightful blog after a few days of dull ones from me.

Haha...and those links up there -- that's cheap hits. ;)

Oh, and for all of you who didn't know, tomorrow's my birthday. I'll be 23.

Posted by John at 12:52 P.M. | |

3.22.2004

So my new damn computer isn't going to come for nearly a month. That's the price you pay for customization, I suppose. I should have just gone out to a store, and saved on shipping. But I think the customization and the online deals were probably instrumental in its cost.

Jesse isn't dead, for those of you who are wondering. His family was up this weekend and today he's taking the day off from work (I assume, to recuperate). And don't worry, we'll buy him a new computer too.

I'll be intrigued to see how this whole Taiwan election plays out, given that the opposition is now accusing Chen of staging his own assassination attempt. A pretty ballsy accusation, if I do say so myself. I don't know a lot of people who'd try to stage their own assassination to be reelected. I don't think George Bush would even do that, though Karl Rove probably would.

For those of you looking for Xanadu Xero's latest column, it's being withheld for certain unspecified reasons. More details on that later, probably tomorrow.

Man, I wish we had a big developing story. We could certainly use a traffic boost. But right now, we don't. Sorry this entry was so blase.

Posted by John at 12:52 P.M. | |

3.21.2004

A few quick words..Our business credit cards finally came in the mail today, hurrah hurrah. You feel a bit more legit with cold hard plastic. I ordered a new computer to replace my bizarre postmodern-art laptop with the broken screen. It will be replaced by a 17" flat screen monitor and a new Dell. A good bargain, too.

But their financing lease stuff -- have you ever looked at that? Business financing for PCs is like at 33 percent interest over four years!! You pay $2000 for a $1500 machine! Our APR on our credit card is only 12%.

Second bit of interesting site news is those curious banners at the bottom of the front page (and soon to appear on other pages as well). You can see one slightly down this page, just above the entry for 3.16. These banners are from Linkbuddies, a banner swap program where we display ads for other people who in turn display ads for us. Seems like a good deal. Especially since there's no stipulation as to where they have to be placed.

Yet another ad, you say, yet another ad. I know. If only the world wasn't so centered on ads. But my counterpoint would be -- compare how many ads you see on our pages compared to how many ads you see in the print edition of the New York Times. You'll find there is no comparison.

Goodnight.

Posted by John at 11:32 P.M. | |

3.20.2004

Just back from reading today's Times. A really solid issue today, if you're one of those people who goes out and buys the paper every once in awhile, today was chock full of good reporting, particularly amazing for a Saturday.

I got a chance to read the "Army drops charges against Muslim chaplain" all the way through. Frankly, I was disgusted. They kept the man in solitary confinement for three months and then just dropped the charges. They also stamped a big "A" for adultery on his forehead in an effort to save face, when it became clear that the "classified documents" he finagled weren't even classified at all. Then to top it off, they dropped the charges because they didn't want to expose "classified material." The chaplain's lawyer noted that all of the proceedings would be classified, and that everyone who would see the documents already had access.

The military had no comment.

Also disgusting was a New York Times editorial defending Microsoft, the "abusive monopolist." EU antitrust officials are expected to mandate that Microsoft make available copies of Windows without its Windows Media software. Is this truly a travesty? Is this going to devastate computers? No. In looking for a new computer, I was delighted to see that Dell is now selling computers with Linux as a standard option (though they currently only have it on older models).

Frankly, it's unfair to argue that Microsoft hasn't revolutionized and greatly improved the way we handle computing. But it is certainly true that Microsoft hasn't introduced anything revolutionary in the last few years, while Apple has debuted the iPod, and myriad other computing companies have devised ingenious add-ons to our computing needs. The hallmark problem of a monopolist is its stifling effect on innovation. That Microsoft is now damaging the market, in my mind, is hardly up for debate.

Posted by John at 11:03 A.M. | |

3.19.2004

A quick blog entry before I jet back to Cambridge. As some of you know, I work part-time at my father's office (a family practice physician's office) on Fridays. This is why Friday updates during the workday are so infrequent (once in the morning, at lunchtime, and again in the evening). I drive back to my parents' house for lunch, and then again after work, unless Jesse is home early.

It's amusing to see the Bush camp getting their due for the outsourcing issue with this recent disclosure of his campaign violating Bush's own trade sanctions on Burma.

More troubling, though, is the quiet deletion of 900,000 voters in Russia, which I actually noticed this morning but forgot to put up. The fact that the New York Times hasn't reported substantively on this issue (and that it was in a Moscow paper yesterday, really makes one wonder what they mean by "all the news that's fit to print."

Best story of the day is definitely the cocaine found in a juice can, and that quote is marvelous too.

Quite wonderfully, today's traffic has upset previous records for Fridays (which tend to be a down traffic day as folks wrap up their work for the weekend). Of late, our traffic on a day-by-day comparison to that day in previous weeks has been on a continuous increase. Web traffic actually does correlate with days; traffic is heaviest during the work week. Our traffic is typically highest on Wednesdays.

Keep on the lookout for good stories; we've been getting fewer 'tips.' You can always email yours to rawstory@yahoo.com.

Posted by John at 6:33 P.M. | |

3.18.2004

We've finally been featured in the popular press! Yay! My hometown paper, the Cambridge Chronicle, did a short piece on us in this week's edition, which I'll link to here once it's been added to their site. It's on page four; not too shabby. Headline:"Raw Story takes on Drudge Report." Lead sentence: "Matt Drudge: meet John Byrne and Jesse Kanson-Benanav."

Here's the story link you've all been waiting for: "Raw Story takes on Drudge Report." I apologize in advance for the demonic aspect of my picture; I am, truly, a not-so-awful looking person as it will appear herein.

Hopefully, this will provide a little boost in traffic. I doubt it will do much, as our last experience with newspaper press (The Oberlin Review) indicates, since it's not terribly facile to access websites from newspapers. But all press is good press.

You might have noticed you're getting a few more popunder when you visit Raw Story, or that you used to only get one popunder a day. This is because I've adjusted the threshold for re-showing popunders down to one hour from 12. Hopefully, since they just popup and then vanish, it shouldn't rankle you too much.

Here and there, you may see extra popunders or popups -- some of them are from our second popunder server, Fastclick. The others are "leakage" from our third adserver (you probably never realized it was this complicated) Burst Media! Burst! tends to add on popunders/popups without telling us, and deleting them from our campaigns still incurs some delay. So I apologize for those.

While we're on the subject of ads, I should mention a great email we got from one of our readers saying that Poetry.com is a scam to sell coffee table books; I guess you email them a poem and then they rant and rave about how good it is and don't you want to get it published, or something to that effect. We caution everyone, always, to avoid giving out their email addresses to any advertisers, unless they specific clearly that they won't spam you. And even if they do, still be cautious. But probably you all know this already.

New Features: You've surely already noticed Raw Story midday and Raw Story evening. These were created in response to a number of comments we've received that we're "missing big news," which is rarely the case. However, since we update so frequently, big morning stories are often bumped by dinnertime. As such, we're providing fully functional snapshots of the page at 12:00 p.m. and 6:00 p.m. EST, for those of you who aren't assiduously checking the page all the time.

Finally, I want to mention and idea I'm mulling over about a Raw Story newsletter, which we would probably send twice a week, that would include links to a number of the hottest stories of the week. This would be useful for people who don't visit every day but still want to stay caught up.

If this interests you, comment below. Or comment on anything else you feel like commenting about.

Posted by John at 2:39 P.M. | |

3.17.2004

As often happens in New England, spring took two steps forward and three steps back. As a result, we're having a week-long snow extravaganza. Joy.

Someone sent me a great email yesterday. "And yeah, yeah, we all know Jesse is 'busy' with God's work. Tell him to zip it already." Lol. I bet Jesse gets scads of emails, "Can't John actually write something substantive in his blog?"

Well, here goes. I have to say I'm profoundly ambivalent about this whole Iraq predicament. Not ambivalent about whether we should have gone to war (we shouldn't have), but ambivalent about whether there's something good to be said about the results. For example, it's easy to say that this latest bombing, and the scores of casualties the U.S. has suffered since the 'war ended,' are a perfect example of why we shouldn't have landed in Iraq. Some might cite the Spain bombing as well.

But this neglects the fact that tens of thousands would have likely died under Saddam's rule, as did the tens of thousands that died in the last decade. Is it worth the death of 500 American GIs to save the lives of thousands of Iraqis? That, perhaps, leaves you with something of my conundrum.

The bombing in Spain, though, I'd have to say is irrelevant. Al Qaeda and Iraq are wholly different matters. And Spain's decision to get into Iraq was Spain's (though not the innocent passengers of those trains).

On a less serious note, I thoroughly enjoy today's piece we have about Delta losing an Alzheimer's patient. That's just classic. And these are the airlines taxpayers bailed out with hundreds of millions of dollars.

Posted by John at 7:06 P.M. | |


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3.16.2004

It's getting to that point where John has written many blogs over the past few days, and I have yet to write any. I want to assure all our readers that I am still alive. In fact, John was even nervous tonight and left me a voicemail to that effect when after I failed to sign on to AIM at the regular time. It turns out that two close friends from college came into town virtually unannounced, but in general I have been extremely busy lately. In addition to Raw Story I work fulltime as a Community Organizer in the city of Somerville, Massachusetts. Perhaps sometime I'll discuss that more, but now I do not have the time. Needless to say, it's the type of work that varies greatly from week-to-week, especially in terms of the work hours. Now is a time of increased workload.

On a completely different note, I want to say something about John's revelation in his blog today. Not anything about the substance of what he said, just that he makes a sweet literary transition from his financial woes to his love life.

Posted by Jesse at 12:16 A.M. | |

3.15.2004

I've finally had it with my computer. You've probably said this a hundred times and never done anything about it, but the speed of my computer is the speed of this business. Sometimes it takes two to three minutes to move between programs. It's like trying to update the site in a loose straightjacket.

When the business credit card comes in (oh dear), I'm buying a new one. It's no APR until December, by which point we should have some money. And we set aside business expense money anyway. I can't stand this ****** piece of ***.

Also, I just got back from a wholly unsuccessful trip to the bank. Not only was it closed, but I didn't know my PIN number, so I couldn't do anything at all. And I walked. A half mile each way.

That being said, you figure I'm probably not in a really great mood. Neither is my boyfriend, who is demanding my half of the rent. Not really able to comply with that, since the money isn't in my account.

Fun times. So there, I mentioned him, and maybe that will make him happier. I've been deliberately neglecting to mention that fact about myself, since I thought it was (1) none of anyone's business, and (2) could possibly alienate people. Given our audience, I tend to think not. That answers why there's always a suffocating amount of gay news. Lol. I apologize. ;)

Well, now I feel a little better. This computer is making me completely nuts.

Posted by John at 5:55 P.M. | |

3.14.2004

Sleepy Sunday. Not a lot has seemed to happen today, except for the expected: Vladimir Putin headed to uncontested reelection in Russia, Spaniards heading for the polls, suicide attacks in Israel.

Last night, listening to the Beeb, I listened as a BBC reporter went in a shark-like pursuit of Russians who said they weren't going to vote. It took her maybe ten people. When she finally found one, she quickly summarized: few Russians really care about the elections, and Putin will have to work to get out the electorate (Russia mandates that at least 50 percent of registered voters vote, or the election is declared invalid).

Shoddy reporting: Putin has easily met the 50 percent threshold, hours before the polls have even closed.

Kudos to Jesse for the great photos from the gay marriage rally. If you've not seen them, check them out. Be patient, it takes a bit of time for them to load.

Posted by John at 1:28 P.M. | |

3.13.2004

Happy weekend. It's never terribly happy for me, since I have to work on the site, without too much yield in terms of traffic. But today was a good one -- the signs of spring are myriad and wonderful, snow drops, crocuses, all poking their timid blossoms into the crystal cold. The sun, at least, was out in Massachusetts today, and despite the 40-degree (F) temperature, it was pleasant.

Nothing much in terms of site news. Some certainly interesting news: my favorite is the Ohio plowman who was suspended for having a sign on his plow that suggested Bush was a traitor. Fabulous. I actually spent four years in Ohio attending college, and it doesn't surprise me. Frankly, the Ohio electorate really infuriates me, as they reelected the current Governor, Bob Taft, after he basically ravaged the state's economy and destroyed the public schools. Yet he had far more money than his competitor (who, I'll confess, was a rather undesirable Democrat), and thus had the ability to roll out crushing amounts of advertising. I think his competitor, Tim Hagan, didn't even run a single ad. On principle. Just brilliant.

I'm listening to the Beeb on Real Media; if you haven't tried it, it's really great. You can get the entire Newshour to pay from their website, along the right side below the fold, at BBC News.

Fascinating to me is their coverage of Madrid, where thousands are rioting against the Spanish ruling party, Partido Popular, largely for their support of the U.S. Iraq war, which they believed spurred (what they believe) an al Qaeda attack.

Posted by John at 8:23 P.M. | |

3.12.2004

I woke up this morning to Boston public radio, and was reminded that today was the second meeting of the Massachusetts constitutional convention to consider an ammendment banning gay marriage. Regardless of the outcome, this is certainly an historic event and whether at home or my full-time job, I'm never more than 4 miles from the epicenter--the Massachusetts State House.

I am kind of a protest junkie. While I recognize that protests are often ineffectual, with too many contradictory messages blurring the main focus, I am nonetheless excited by the energy that protests stir among people. There were undoubtedly actions planned at the State House throughout the day. I decided that I would stop by on my way to work, and snap a few shots for Raw Story.

As I emerged from downtown and entered the Boston Commons, I noticed a group of ammendment supporters gathered, praying to Jesus to prevent gay marriage. I wanted to yell something at them, but instead took a couple photos and realized this wasn't where the action is. Rather, there were hundreds upon hundreds of folks gathered about 500 yards away, on the street that runs right in front of the capitol building.

What was odd about this protest, unlike any I'd experiened before, was how intermingled the two sides were. People were so close together that I actually saw a group with a banner reading "no discrimination in the constitution" standing shoulder-to-shoulder with the "Homo sex is sin" man. I later heard a cop giving someone an update on his radio talking about the intense shouting matches that had occured because of this situation.

The eight photos that were featured today are only a few of the pictures I took today. Perhaps over the next couple days I'll add more, in addition to some commentary. In the mean time, let me know what you think of the ones that are up.

Posted by Jesse | 12:37 A.M. | |

3.11.2004

Woo hoo. Just generally. Traffic yesterday broke records again, tho full stats aren't in yet.

Man, these bombings are really starting to get me depressed. It seems almost as if they can happen anywhere now, not just Iraq or Jerusalem. Of late, they've occurred in Moscow, Istanbul and now Madrid. One wonders if the next one will be in the U.S. And with John Ashcroft still hospitalized for recovery, who's going to keep us safe?

Cute little Amazon.com ads are going to start appearing throughout the site. If you buy a book through one of our links, we'll get a little sumthin-sumthin. No, not that! (if only). Also, if you want to buy something else, just click anywhere on the ad and reorient yourself once on the site.

A reminder, again, to take the survey linked from the upper left corner of this page if you haven't already. And if the first time you took it was from home, or work, or vice-versa, you can take it again at other computers.

In the week to come, you'll likely see a few new features. The first, and I think the most exciting, will be a "Forums" section, basically a bulletin board where we can get a discussion going. The second will be a "search" function, to locate old exclusives that you can't find any other way.

Posted 12:08 P.M. | |

3.10.2004

You can certainly tell how much time John has in comparison to myself, when he has enough time to write a two part blog entry (see below) in addition to all the other work that he does on the site. I, on the other hand, have not even had time to write an entry in a number of days.

On the topic of time, because I often work my full-time job until early evening, I only have a few hours each night to dedicate to Raw Story. I tend to spend about 4 hours in the evening working on updating the front page, adding exclusives, and much time responding to prospective writers. Tonight, that was really all I did.

Usually, this task is just tedious, with first time contacts that have to receive a form message in response. Occassionally, we've had some real fun messages sent. Here is a sampling.

From Christian of Norwalk, CT:

  Drudge Rules.
And liberals can go to France... i.e John France Kerry.

Cheers.
 

First of all, I still don't understand the American conservative obsession with France, but that's a commentary for another occasion. This was obviously a failed attempt at hate mail (or at least a strong dislike) but the guy left his signature on the email so I have his address! Because I'm not as stupid as he is, I'm not posting it here!

At least our anti-France friend had a point, though. Sometimes there are weirdos who write message that don't make any sense. This came in an email with the subject "JohnKerry Defender and Drudge Alternative Prospect here." The message:

  Garafolo is short unfunny nebbish who should choke on the next frappacino she buys at the starbucks on 2ave and 9thst in the east village if thats what it takes to keep that dumb bitches mouth shut, and why bother dying her locks blonde, no man is looking at that little obnoxious loud mouth except to have the chance to turn away in disgust. let me know when she graduates grade school...worst of luck on your lib titantic venture...Sincerely, Ted kennedy  

I believe this is in reference to the Comedienne, Jeneane Garofolo, who's act is a bit stale and annoying, but certainly has nothing to do with Raw Story! We should be so lucky to have such a celebrity endorsement!

-Jesse

Posted 1:07 A.M. | |

3.9.2004

Entry 2: Quick things: Please take our survey, above and the left. When we have 200 surveys done, our ad company will be able to allow us to run targeted ad campaigns, which will pay more and be more relevant to our readers' interests.

Secondly, if you do any shopping from Amazon.com, use our button to get to their page to make your purchases. We'll receive a 3 to 10 percent commission on anything you buy (at no extra expense to you, of course!)

Stats are in. Yesterday's total hits cruised in at a beautiful 62,156, with 2,926 unique viewers. Today's will likely be higher, though totals aren't in yet. It looks like our 3-4p.m. hour today was our highest per-hour yet.

In the past week, we've had visitors from 72 countries including Cuba, Libya, Syria, Oman, Tunisia, Nigeria, Kuwait, Lebanon, Israel, Vietnam, Switzerland and Iran. 89 percent of our traffic was from the United States.

Even more exciting: We've been linked from the amazing Drudge ReTORT (left column).

Posted 6:35 P.M. | |

Entry 1: So yesterday (and today's) traffic shot up 40 percent or so, largely due to a reposting of our exclusive on The Liberty Forum (under news & current events). Not quite sure what it is; seems to be somewhat conservative. Good for traffic, though.

Someone asked me what our traffic actually is, and I can't actually say right now b/c I'm waiting on our current stat logs. Hits yesterday were probably about 50,000, with our highest unique user ratio ever, probably about 3,000. Our traffic is also up today, perhaps higher (hits and uniques) than yesterday. The Nevada exclusive has been reposted and linked from a mu ltitude of pages around the world.

I was perversely pleased to see that hideous fat man, Karl Rove, at the center of the CIA agent leak investigation. No, of course the man who's LEADING Bush's reelection campaign won't go to jail, much less be slapped on the hand. But the Dems could certainly use it to their advantage. Which they probably won't.

Love the story about the hungry catfish, and the 14-year-olds voting in California. Hoped you did too.

We had a little trouble coming up with a new poll question — comment below if you've any ideas for next week.

Posted 3:07 P.M. | |

3.8.2004

Jesus, Dubya. Fake firefighters? As if it was worse enough that he used the skeletal remains of the World Trade Center in his ads, he had to use fake firefighters. Must have been Karl Rove's idea.

To all correspondents who've submitted material and it hasn't been posted, don't despair! I know there are a bunch of you; my mailbox is perenially clogged. If you'd like, email me to check in to make sure it hasn't ended up in outer space. Otherwise, it should go up in the next few days. If not, send something else along, or some new ideas. I apologize for my tardiness.

One way, actually, to almost guarantee it will go up faster is to email your article to rawarticles@yahoo.com. If yo u've emailed me your article and it hasn't been posted, try emailing it there. Our associate editor, DeAnn, edits pieces sent to that account and once I get them they usually go up immediately.

As regards the Nevada story, I or another reporter will make some calls this afternoon. I'm waiting for the time difference to catch up a little bit. We've got a few more leads on that story that look promising; in any case, we'll be able to flesh it out a bit more.

And if by any chance Patrick Quirk is reading this, please email me again. I accidentally deleted your message and then emptied the trash when I meant to open it.

Posted 12:09 P.M. | |

3.7.2004

An exciting day. Last night, one of our correspondents alerted us to the case of a student in Nevada who said he's being investigated by the FBI because of his interests in rocket propulsion (and an unlucky coincidence of making his request for library materials on the first anniversary of 9/11). I posted that story, and hope to have more details soon. It's always great to have an interesting exclusive. It's also really amazing to have such exceptional correspondents, who are even more in touch with below the radar news than I am.

Lots of new all over the place today; the front page is a lmost completely redone since last night. One site where I've been finding a lot of good material is the British newspaper, The Independent, whi ch I'd advise you to check out as well. It seems to me that the British papers do a really good job with the news. Plus, they have the BBC.

To anyone interested in adding advertising to their own site, check out the buttons on the bottom of the main page. If there's anywhere to say where you were referred, indicate "rawstory." These are our primary banner and popup advertising server companies.

Also, Jesse got our shops re-linked to the front page, and it looks good. Someone's already bought something since he added it back yesterday! If our sales are good, we may add a full line of merchandise with a much wider variety of material. To have a bigger shop costs $4.95 a month, so we need to be doing some decent sales.

Oh, so I think this thing with Howard Stern is really fucked up. I don't listen to Stern, nor do I like Stern, but I think cutting anyone off the air because th ey're being randy is censorship, pure and simple. What's so tragic, in many ways, is that in Europe the sensitivity point is violence; here it's sex. But our non-discussion and censorship of sex, vis a vis Janet Jackson (the French have tits on their TV every minute of every day), results in our having the highest STD rate in the world.

Go figure. The less you talk about it, the more rampant it becomes.

And for all of you who have seen Michael Moore's Bowling for Columbine (which I personally didn't think was uberfantastic; it was lousy journalism, to say the least, since his use of statistics is as partisan as the Republican Party's), you'll understand how violence in America is an epidemic. If there's anything we should reduce on the airwaves, it's violence.

Not long-haired losers.

One more thing -- and this to all your people who read primarily from the workplace: visit us on the weekend! We have all kinds of great stuff, and we update even more often, since Jesse and I are both home. Our traffic shrinks like 50 percent on the weekends, and it's all because of you lazy couch potatoes. At least be an Internet potato. It's more interactive.

—JOHN

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3.6.2004

It's funny that the day after my senseless rant against spam, Bill Gates comes out with an ingenious idea to fight the senseless barrage of junk that fills our inboxes.

Actually, his idea is ludicrous. Even charging a measly cent for each email is beyond the scope of good sense. Who would serve as the email postal service? If left up to individual interne t service providers it would provide a simple loophole for spammers. Because of the way the free market works, if services like Yahoo! and Hotmail decided to charge their users even a few cents for each email, a company like Fastmail could expand or a new company could enter the marketplace and once again provide free email services supported only by advertisements. Obviously these new services wouldn't allow Spam (companies like this monitor the volume of email users send, and will close suspicious accounts), but the point is that it would be easy enough for some service to be set up or expanded to allow fee spam-sending in a decentralized self-monitoring system like this one. Perhaps spam co-ops would emerge wherein Spammers pool resources to purchase the equipment necessary to run their own servers and avoid email postal charges.

Another option, of course, would be to have a centralized system to serve as a sort of virtual postal service. The problem is that the entire structure of the internet defies centralization. Since the internet does not exist in one location and is rather a network of millions of computers, it would be difficult to grant regulatory powers. So far courts and legislative bodies worldwide have found it difficult to control the web, especially when it comes to financial charges. That's why there's no internet sales tax. What organization could possibly claim the right to charge a fee for sending emails? If some group tried, who would even listen?

The best way I can i magine to regulate spam would certainly not be a fee. It's either impossible to regulate or easily avoided. Instead of a centralized or service-end approach, the answer has to come from the user. Rather, users must be provided with and install effective spam filtering tools. The problem is that there simply is no way to stop spam with the swath of spambusters currently available. The mistake of software companies has been with the narrow-minded and surface-level approach to research and development. We've all received those "P e/|/is En|_arge/\/\en+" spams which prove there is no way to filter for keywords, because there is always a new, clever way to misspell words. In that same vein it's impossible to filter for email addresses because spammers can always get a new address. There has to be a new approach to filtering for spam.

I am enouraged by the work of a company called Cloudmark, a firm which takes a new approach to combating spam. "Drawing on the advanced biotechnology techn iques used to map the human genome," Cloudmark stops spam by comparing spamDNA to the structure of a regular email. As their CEO writes in the Feburary 2004 issue of Wired, "Like strands of DNA, email messages have a standard data format that amounts to a genome for legitimate email. Spammers exploit and mutate email genes to obscure the origin or content of their messages, creating distinctive spam genes." From the 300 genes their software has discovered, Cloudmark claims enourmous success in prevent ing the delivery of unwanted email. Over 125,538,262 emails processed and 36,572,383 spams caught. With this power in the hands of computer users all over the world, perhaps spam can literally be stopped dead in its tracks.

JESSE
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So it seems that we've basically reached the daily income threshold for me to pay my half of the rent. It's a real achievement, actually, since my rent is pretty steep. Ultimately, what put us over the top was a second banner advertising company, Burst! Media. Gotta love those companies with exclamation points built into their names.

In other news, I'm redesigning my father's business' website, which should be a sizable endeavor and yield a fair amount of income. It's the kind of job I can do from home, which is always great.

I have so much goddamn email to go through, submissions that have been edited but not posted. Opening my emailbox always yields a sigh. There are pluses and minuses of having a lot of people writing -- the minus is that it's so much more work for me. But it's great that so many people are so inerested and so dedicated to their craft.

—JOHN

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3.4.2004

I'll be honest. I'm so disgusted by what the internet has become. I remember when I started using the net, around '93 or '94, and it was pure. The hypertext transfer protocol (http) was just gaining mor e prominence over now-outdated protocol's like gopher, and the Archie comics gang (like Veronica, and Jughead). The interne t back then still existed for what it was invented--as a worldwide network of shared information among personal users. It wasn't a tool of profit for sketchy off-shore enterprises that flash seizure-inducing ads claiming "free dvd-players" and "natural penis enhancement." Newsgroups were more popular than yahoogroups, (and the yahoogroups predecessor egroups was not even imagined). And most importantly there was no SPAM!

I fancy myself a technology-savy bloke. For a while, I even imagined myself smart enought to outsmart the spammers. I figured I could purchase my own domain, and create two email addresses: one which I could uses as my primary persona l account, and one which was only meant to forward to that first address. Say for instance that the domain I purchased was jesse.com (which it isn't). I first set up something like bossman@jesse.com as the email I gave to family and friends, or other people I knew wouldn't abuse i t. Next I created inbox@jesse.com which was only an alias that routed all mail directly to bossman@jesse.com. I used this for every internet registration (from ebay to New York Times), and every time I thought the address would be given to spammers or otherwise misused. This arrangement allowed me to see all that mail that was sent my way (including those important terms of service agreement changes), but if my various registrations attacted too much spam, i could end the forwarding and thus avoid having spam in my inbox.

For quite some time this worked. As expected, I began receiving an extraordinary amount of spam at the secondary address. So I stopped the forwarding, set up a new secondary address, and effectively stopped all spam...for some time.

Somehow, somewhere, for some reason, some blasted spammer got a hold of my primary em ail address. For the past couple weeks I've recived a number of emails advertising cheap domain name reigistra tions. It's only a small volume now, but we all know the way spam works. In no time at all I'll be recieveing THOUSANDS OF SPAMS EACH MINUTE! Becaue I have total control over the domain I own one would think that I could just create a new primary address, yes, and I could. The only problem is that the one I started with was the reason I chose the domain I did...it provided me with an address what will be convenient for the rest of my life.

We must beat spam. Next, I'll explore the answer. -JESSE

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So the popular press lets us down again; big surprise. Stories that were supposed to run on us in two local papers got shelved again, who knows, if ever, that they will run. It seems like even alternative media can't handle alternative media.

Still, our traffic continues to rise (soon we'll be making $1 an hour instead of 50 cents!), and generally things seem to be going really well. We're experimenting with a new ad company, Burst! Media; they seem to pay higher rates but their customer service/interface isn't as good, and the ads that pay well never seem to show up when I visit. The second skyscraper and the ad at the to are Burst! on this page. The other thing is they keep displaying those irritating blink ads, even though I blocked them early yesterday evening. That's some serious time-lag.

I've cut back on Google advertising, mainly because it didn't seem to bring a lot of traffic, and it cost a lot more than our other company, where we pay only one to four cents per cli ckthrough. It also seems that our general number of visitors is beginning to grow without advertising.

Today's big project is search engine optimization (or SEO), which apparently involves a lot of grunt work but can improve our rankings in the search engines without having a million people linking to us (and without spending any more money).

In the coming days we may be adding a new forum fe ature, which is a lot like the comments section but looks a bit more professional (and acts more like a bulletin board).

Fraid I've got no political commentary to share now. Jesse should be doing a blog tonight, hopefully; he's been pretty swamped.

—JOHN

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3.3.2004

I have this terrible daily habit of checking how many people are linked to us on the web through Marketleap. We're up to 58, though t ragically some of those are actually links from releases I posted to Indymedia.

Our site stats manager recalculated Monday at 52,000 hits, our highest ever; don't know why that was. Yesterday was 29,000.

So starting today, I'm going to add little comment slots (as they are on this page) to each of our exclusives, so folks can comment on stories. I'd like to figure a way to add some sort of comment slot on the front page, but I'm not sure where we'd put it. We're also going to add a 'click here to make Raw Story your homepage,' but we haven't figured out that script just yet.

The other day I tried this chat program we have hosted on our server which allows me to chat with other readers. I ran it for like thirty minutes, and no one popped in but other editors. Would people be interested in this? If so, comment below. I have to warn you, though, it's a pretty ghetto chat program (Jesse ca lled it 'circa 1994'), and it just autorefreshes to get new messages. It's really old school. I've never seen anything mo re old school in the line of chat programs, in fact.

A fresh reminder to click on our advertisers' banners and ad postings if they strike your fanc y, or not. My laptop screen is shot (it got stepped upon awhile back) and so I have this external monitor contraption that is pretty wack. A few clicks a day from ever yone would make it possible to replace. (Jesse's computer has a plague, in a more befuddling way).Today's Google ads look kinda fun; if I wasn't the orig inal setter-upper of the ads, I'd click them myself.

—JOHN

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3.2.2004

It is Super Tuesday and what a super Tuesday it is! I woke up this morning, with a throat so sore that I could hardly breathe. My roomate tells me vocal cords sounded on the verge of collapse when I first spoke this morning. I slept for most of the day (obviously had to call in sick to wor k), but was able to get some work done on this site later in the afternoon. Even though it was o nly a few hours more than I usua lly have for Raw Story ea ch day, it reminded me of how great it would be to make this my full-time job.

Because of the extra time I had today, I was able to work on a little project for the site. As results have been coming in tonight from the various primaries, I've been keeping track of them on the Raw Story Super Tuesday Wr ap-up. The idea was to not only bring readers the numerical results of the voting, but also coverage/analysis from local ne wspapers in the states that had primaries. But, as it turns out, most of my time has been taken up gathering and entering the data from CNN and various Secretary of State sites. Also, I'm sure no one figured Raw Story for their up-to-the-minute Super Tuesday results. At least it kept me informed and was an interesting experiment in the immediacy with which we can provide information on this site.

Si nce this is Super Tuesday, I had to decide who to vote for in the Massachusetts Primary. You often hear the pundits talking about voters deciding at the very last minute, literally in the voting booth. Well, that was the case for me. I knew I wouldn't vote for Kerry or Kucinich, leaving me with Edwards, Sharpton, or someone who has already dropped out. While I think Edwards could beat Bush easier than Kerry, I thought I might vote strategically and vote for him. Reminding myself that I live in Kerry's home state where he was sure to win, I de cided to just go with my gut. At first I thought I might fill in the oval for Gephardt (who I've realized recently might actually hav e been my first choice), but this choice would not even make a strong statement the votes cast for Dean today. I think the biggest social ill in America today is the lingering and unspoken racism that persists in every governmental and private institutions, from public schools to mass media. While Edwards preaches about the "two Americas," only the Preacher knows firsthand the realities of the two races' Ame rica. Yes, I voted for Rev. Al.
-JESSE

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Super Tuesday is here! But I'm still registered to vote in Ohio (lucky me), so I won't be heading to the polls. Count on us to g et your results early; we always find a way. But there doesn't seem to be any surprises coming. This year's Super day will be as predictable the Oscars, and less amusing.

Site news: Traffic is slowly gaining; yesterday we had 43,418 hits. The results schematic finally started giving us statistics on the type of servers people are coming from, and I was amazed to see that 151 accesses had come from military computers. Either there are diehard liberals in the mili tary, or someone's watching. Either way, it's p robably good news. If you're in the military and reading this, give us a shout-out in the comments thingy below.

I got this instant message a few minutes ago: "Aaahhh! Intercept ads are back!"

They are, yes, but only on accesses from the front page to About us and Editorials. If this rankles you ter ribly, say so below. I find them irritating b ut not that much, since you can click the skip button in the corner and whisk right by. Sorry, in any case. I'm making so little money here we're going to have to give up cable. At the very least, I've got to be able to afford an Internet connection.

Curious about why the popunders come and go on the front page? When our ads are active on Google (the ads for us), we can't have popunders running, so that's why they occasionally disappear. This is why you'll sometimes s ee popunders on the inside pages, which offset nixing them on the front page.

By the way, if anyone knows how to code for a process by which links to outside news sources are matched with an upper frame (he ader bar) that has a "return to Raw Story" button, we'd love to hear from you. We want to implement this to make getting back to us easier, but unfortunately we don't know how.

I h ave to say: that picture of Putin in a fur hoodie is really stunning. He's never looked quite the James Bond villain.

—JOHN

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3.1.2004

Yes folks, I am back. Actually, I have been working on the site for the past few days, but life just intervened and I haven't had a chance to write a blog entry.

Now, I am home sick from work so I have plenty of time to write. Unfortunately, because I'm not feeling well I'm also a bit cranky and get easily frustrated with anything that I write here. In fact, I may have deleted this sentence 5 times already.

Another unfortunate implication for my current state is the effect it will have on am important decision I must make. Within the next 27.5 hours I must decided who I will vote for in the Democratic Presidential Primary. Granted, seeing as how I am a Massachusetts voter who has no intention of voting for John Kerry, my vote doesn't matter. Even if Kerry wasn't a shoo-in here in hi s home state and thus Massachusetts was at all competitive in this race, the crappy field of candidates doesn't make me too excited to run out and cast my vote. But I haven't missed an election since I turned 18, and see no reaso n to start now. So, this decision is subject to the whims of my poor mood.

Right now, just hours be fore Super Tuesday, I am further from a decision as I have been throughout this entire race. As a ny regular reader of this site knows, I'm not too fond of an y of the candidates. Because defeating Bush is my primary concern, with the exception of Joe Lieberman or Lyndon Larouche I'd probably vote for whoever wins the Democratic nod. Being so disgusted by the "first tear" candidates throughout this nomination process, though, I have no issue with using the party nomination to make a statement, and not to b