She's 47, anorexic and wants help dying. Canada will soon allow it.

Lisa Pauli wants to die.

The 47-year-old has wrestled with the eating disorder anorexia for decades; she says she has had a warped relationship with her body since age 8. These days, Pauli says, she weighs 92 pounds and may go days without eating solid food. She says she is too weak to carry groceries home without stopping for breaks.

"Every day is hell," she said. "I'm so tired. I'm done. I've tried everything. I feel like I've lived my life." Pauli cannot legally get medical help to die — yet.